Jan 28, 2007

Stay With Me Here

Stay with me here
Wrap your arms around me tight
Keep me warm
This long and wintry night

Stay with me here
Don't you dare go
Outside, can't you see
the deep blankets of snow

Stay with me here
Please don't leave me
Outside, can't you see
The wind in the trees

Stay with me here
Please don't depart
For if you do
It will break my heart

Stay with me here
Wrap your arms around me tight
Keep me warm
This long and wintry night

Stranded

Stranded
Yes, I am all alone
I'm just wishing
There were someplace I could go
Some place to be with you
Maybe I could be happy

Is that just too much to ask?
Am I not good enough for you?
I guess thats just to bad...for me

Why won't you love me like I love you?
Tell me, do you even care
What happens to me?
Do you even care
When it all comes down
Will you even care about me
When I crash and burn

The Best I Could Do

The patience and the time
The rhythm and the rhyme
The love and the trust
The fear and the lust

Where did they go?
They've left us alone
They've gone forever
Though it seemed we never
Got a chance
To learn the dance
To know more about each other
If we might've been lovers

But our time has past
We tried to make it last
So, I hope the best that I could do
Was good enough for you

The Life I Lead

Gaze upon me in this state
A fearful mess of love and hate
I try to cry, but the tears don't come
All this hate, I want undone
You come for me, I try to hide
In the darkness I now abide
My love you took, my life you stole
You beat me down, you stabbed my soul
All this torture, now is done
My life ends like the setting sun

The Vision

She sees a gun, a Vision in her head,
The metal shines and the ghosts scream
Filling her head with shattered thoughts
She cocks the gun, and aims around
She points it at him
He cowers. She cries. She closes her eyes.
He falls into a crimson stain.
She looks at her hands.
Black powder. She rubs and rubs
It won't go away. No soap or scrubbing will remove it.
And all that's left, is a Vision

For Tiffany

When my head's in the clouds
You pull me back down
When I am on fire
In your water I drown
I'm crazy at times
Some say I'm wild
But all you do
Is drive me mild

When I am happy
When I'm really alive
You slice up my joy
With razor sharp knives
I jump for joy
You put me down
I'm only happy
When you're not around

It should be a sin
To make someone so mad
And I know you take pleasure
In the times when I'm sad

Young Lust

The puppy love is fleeting
Sweet with a bitter aftertaste
We crawl into each other
Our bodies filled with lust and haste

Struggling with each other
Sinking to the least
The lust that burns within us
Turns us into enraged beasts

Fighting our way to the top
Pulling each other down
In each other's bodies
We both begin to drown

Eager and breathless
We lay in my bed
Holding each other
Feeling half dead

Nothing But You

I understand that you don't.
I comprehend what you won't.
I realize that it's not good enough for you.
You want perfection from these pools of blue
As these feelings and emotions surface
I feel lost and crowded in my own space
I long to stretch!
I long for space!
I long for air!
But to be without me would leave you in despair
I know I should leave and go off on my own
Still, I'm frightened;
I don't want to be alone
I no longer know myself, only us two
Just like you want it, I see nothing but you

Penny For Your Thoughts

"Penny for your thoughts?"

"I'll tell you later"
I keep on folding
His stormy sea engulfing me

"Penny for your thoughts?
Maybe two?"

"It's just that
You look so sexy
When you're domestic"

I blush
Hesitation
We touch
Lip to tongue
Satin and velvet
Tossed upon the angry waves

Jan 26, 2007

I am so into you
I'm lost in a web of emotions
But I'm smart enought to say
I'm really just infatuated

I cannot focus
I cannot think
I cannot eat or sleep

Do you notice?
Do you see the way I stare
I try my best to look
Inconspicuous

Jan 9, 2007

Sweet Nectar of the Gods

I open the drawer
The sweet nectar of the gods
I partake
Though, I promised myself none
I think and close my eyes
And I try...
I remember what it was like
To feel real

Sep 27, 2006

Dangerous

In partly, it's decided what will be and what can never be: those who decide, who have supreme rule and ultimate disregard for any such rule, have declared intentions to abolish the institution where you have placed all your faith and trust.

Simple Voyeurism

It has come to my attention that falling through the sky and hitting the ground is not quite what it was cracked up to be... Never before has such freedom wrought upon so many such pain. Swimming through the stars may result in backstroking into a painful supernova, leading to a rather messily unfathomable death.

While such supernatural wonders are not ours to experience, when one may lie on grass, preferably not astro-turf, with another of strong significance, these simple voyeuristic pleasures become an intrinsic part of one's world. My world. Your world. Our world.

Queen Of May

I was sitting on a rock on that blustery day when I was blown away.
You walked up with your hair all astray.
You walked up and you blew me away.
I watched as before me you swayed.
I was mesmerized by a twinkle that played in your eyes,
Catching the ocean that waved with a wind so strong
It might blow us away.

It was Friday the fifth. It was Guy Fawkes Day.
How could I forget that significant day?
We stood together, soaking in the ocean's spray.
We stood together, that is to say,
Hand-in-hand we were all day.

We watched the sea spray until the break of day.
To see the sun, to hear you say:
"Has there ever been a more magnificent day?"
T'was all it took to blow me away.

Months passedby and together we stayed.
I never asked you for a roll in the hay,
(Though if I asked I knew that I may)
But I wanted to love you my own special way.
Hand-in-hand through every day,
Valentine's Day and Patrick's parade.

You know you always were my Queen of May,
That's why I'll ask you in this round about way,
Would you be my silver in a cloud of gray?
If only you were forever to stay.
Would you stand by me in white array?
Would you hold my hand on our wedding day?
Friday the fifth, what would you say?

From thence we shall run to our home far away
Heart-in-heart forever to stay.

Just be alone with me and eventually we'll entwine our destiny. It's not that hard...

When we're twisting, we're telling that modern is selling.
Archaic: an old hat! Nobody wants that!
Who will waste their time on the outdated and old?
Pretty people want the brazenly bold.
Girlies with goodies: we'll see ogling eyes.
Big boys with toys: we'll see no surprise.
The truth is to sever! Though a severe pleasure,
To pull down that lever and make it forever is more than most can possibly weather.
"We've got to get out of this trap before this decadence saps our wills!
I've got to be strong and try to carry on or else my mind may well snap,
and my life will be lived for the thrills!"