written in 2001

Just knowing that I can't have you
I cry, I weep
All the plans we made
The dreams we had
It's nothing now
There's nothing left in the bed we made
The love we had
Gone
Like a flower
Blown away in the chilling autumn breeze

written in 2001

I can feel you slipping away
I can tell you don't want to stay
Both our hearts are dying
You know I feel like crying
But there's just no other way

written in 2001

Understanding

She said she could understand anybody's problems
Bullshit!
Get away from me girl
You don't know what I'm going through
You don't know what they've done to me
You have no idea how to deal with my situation
You just don't understand
Scram, slut
Find another dude, another day, another dollar
Understand his problems
Not mine

written in 2001

All I Want

I want to scream
I want to rip out your heart
I want to make you cry and night
I want to make you believe it can't get any worse
I want to break you
I want to hurt you
I want to make all my pain go away

written in 2001

Once Again

I'm stranded once again
You left me once again
I'm crying once again

I want to be where ever you are
I swear I'll go that far
Just to hear your voice
My heart leaves me no choice

I have to follow you once again
And try not to get left once again
Because I don't want to cry once again

Can't you see
I will do anything to be
Back with you once again