Tonight

Walking thought the door
Smell of sex, there’s something more
I might as well just be alone tonight

His body’s warm and comforting
As I perform I mold to form
Just so I’m not alone in bed tonight

Never lasting
Ever asking
Why do I love him like I do?

He’s not mine, my lover dear,
There’s another girl he should be near
I know she’s not alone in bed tonight

Midnight, he’s passed out in bed
I cry as I caress his head
In my heart I’m alone again tonight

Never lasting
Ever asking
Why do I love him like I do?

If I ever tried I’d leave him
Leave him with his new girlfriend
I’d never be alone another night

But I love him much to strongly
Every night the same deep longing
As such I’m alone still every night

Never lasting
Ever asking
I will always love him as I do…

The Most Delicate Sound

Listen! Chirr-irp. Chirrp. Chirrp.
The grasshoppers having a conversation
Tweet! Twit! Twitter-twit!
The birds sing us a merry tune

The most delicate sound of all
Is the whispering wind
As it caresses my body

In The End

You're not there for me like you used to be and I just can't see
How can we be forever if we're never together through all these endeavors
Try as I may, I just can't convey what I want to say
See, you lack the ambition, and I the ammunition to make it through this transition.
And I must confess that this emptiness our relationship possesses
Forces me to believe that we just can't achieve what we once perceived
Just to clarify, we really did try, but I guess this is goodbye

Vampiric Tendancies


A thorn from a rose
Pricks my skin
And out pours the blood
That was held within

Taste that blood
Filled with beauty and madness
The sweet release
Brings you bitter sweet sadness

Release your soul
Drink from my vine
Your youth, your love
All your beauty is mine

Beautiful Girl

Beautiful girl
How many hearts will you break?
Go back and be the sweetness I can taste
Please don't let him see your magic
You know his poor heart isn't that strong

Manipulative woman
How many times will you hurt?
Your sugar sometimes burns like salt
As you open all his old wounds
With your new flame

Sweet little girl
What changed the way you look at the world?
Behind your dark eyes your face is jaded
Your smile is never real

Sweet little girl...
Where did you go?

Lost Virgin


Tell me, what was it like

Nothing special
I was simply … there

Well, what did you feel?

Distant…
Impassive…
Detached…

But, it’s such a stepping stone
Such a mile marker
For a young girl

So I hear.

You must have felt something
Happiness? Pain? Rejection? Love

No, my darling, I did not

But … anything?

I felt nothing! Why won’t you listen to me!
It was nothing! He was nothing.
It was a moment in life I will never forget
And hate to remember

And I wish I had never done it