Unrequited Puppy Love

What happens when the one you love, loves another
And the one you love won't speak of any other
Than this perfect being who has stolen your love's heart
So perfect that she is tearing the two of you apart

Invisible

Maybe if I sit as still as a rock, I'll be invisible
Then, no one will touch me, because they won't know I'm here
Nobody will break me, because they can't see me
I can sit here, still as a rock in the shade of this tree
In the cool of this grass, in the warm breezes of summer
And no one can hurt me, because I'm invisible

Frustration

I want to fuck
I want to love
I want to love for you
My love, for you alone

"Yes"

The passion that burns deep
In my soul, in my stomach, in my heart
My mind reels for you

"Oh, yes"

Deep in my belly
I feel that familar burn
Yet, Cold Frustration!

Do you give a man ice water to warm him?
NO!
Nor do you give this girl cold lonliness
DISTANCE
To fulfill her longing

"Yes!"

Longing for you as I long for air
I am gasping at the hands that hold me here
I long for the sweet release
Oh, the frustration and bitter agony!

"YES"

How I long for your tender touch
I love your body! Every inch! Every hair!
I miss the way you miss me
Most of all

"Oh, yes..."

Cynical Lover

What do you believe? Do you know what I percieve?
You think you're intrinsic, but you're just another cynic
A depressing component to every moment
To love is to fuck; you're stalling and stuck
To live is to lie; to err is to die
I want beauty and truth! Embracing my youth
I live for life, I love to love, and I believe in God above
True happiness you'll never know; it's your enemy and foe
So, roll your eyes and sigh, as I blow this kiss goodbye

The crazed poet sits alone
Wondering why no one elver took the time to care
Her fingers tap the computer keys
Spewing out a master peice
That will never sell
Her sadness and gladness; her inherent madness
Confusion shrouds her life
She rubs her temples
Fingers the veins popping from her head
She thinks of blood, sex and murder
Misfortune to every soul

Alone

I live alone in my dark cell
Release me to another hell
Help me, free me from this pain
The loneliness drives me insane
This deep fear still tortures me
All I want is to be free
I struggle with my want to kill
But the mere thought gives me such a thrill
Now my heart has turned to stone
You released me, now you're all alone

Armageddon

Please try and understand
This isn't Never Never Land
Everything here isn't so easily won
Good doesn't always triumph over Evil
Evil is a strong and powerful force
It can be beautiful until you see its true face
Pixie dust won't let you fly
Happy thoughts won't bring much luck
But fight, don't flee, and bring Good to triumph
It's not an easy fight, Don't expect that to happen
Don't work for the glory all alone
Alone, you won't succeed
Don't sell out to the easy road
It won't always be so straight and narrow
Fight the good fight with all your best men
Want with all your being to win for the right reasons
And once again, maybe, just maybe
Good will triumph again

Because You Love Me

Sometimes, I feel so much love, that I fear my heart will burst.
The peculiarity is in view of the lack of feeling I once had.
I feared my insides would swallow me whole for lack of sustenance.

Sometimes, I feel so warm, that I fear I will melt.
The abnormality is due to the cold that once shrouded me.
I feared I would never move again for the frozen stiffness of my soul.

Sometimes, I feel so happy that I fear it is all a dream.
The curiosity is on account of the depression that once confined me.
I feared I would never smile again for the pain in my heart.

Everyday, I am thankful for you.
I fear nothing when you are near, except that you may leave.
The darkness that once filled my soul has been washed away,
And my heart rejoices for the gladness of our being.

Digging

For hidden clues
Digging, searching, seeking
To no avail
What I need I can't find
Keep rifling through this
There has to be something
Something remotely related
I've been up all night
Looking, hunting, pursuing
Invisible trails of ink
Through everything I've searched
Hasn't there been one single clue
No pictures and no memos
No forgotten phone messages
I'll just have to keep searching
Somewhere else
For one more night
Digging, seeking, hunting
Hopefully finding
The clues to unravel the mystery

Everything Ends

Everything ends
The world will too
As we know it must
It will kill the moon
Shoot down the sun
And turn the stars to dust
The seas dry up
The forests die
Mother Nature hides her face
Mountians will crumble
Cities will fall
As I lead you to my hiding place
We'll run away
Into the sky
The sanctuary of my mind
While lovers sleep
And children cry
We'll sink into the great divide

Goodbye

As the life slips slowly out of me
Here in silent wait, I lie
Waiting for you to come
And tell me goodbye

I hope that you come soon
Don't you even care
That your lovers light is fading
In this time of despair

With one last dying breath I leave
Up to my home in the sky
Never having heard from you
You never said goodbye

Hey Pretty

Hey Pretty
Don't you even want to enter in the fight?
My Darling
Aren't you even gonna kiss me good night?
I want to be your one desire...
I want to be your Ever-Lasting fire...
Please hold me tight,
I'm drowning in these tears.
Satisfy my hunger for you,
After all these years.

Learn to Survive

Cry for the loss of your mother, your brother
Oh, Cry for the loss of you dear little sister
And Cry for the loss of your sweet one and only
Please, Cry for the loss of everything good

What you love has been taken away from you
The flood waters foretold of came a year too soon
There is nothing left here worth retrieving
Before you drown, too, at least try and save yourself

Lear to swim, learn to fly, learn to breath underwater
The knowledge will grant you the sweet life again
As long as you want to can try to tread water
Monsters swimming underfoot will surely bring you down with them

Learn to fight, learn to live, learn to keep them away from you
The knowledge will keep you alive one day longer
As long as you want you can try to swim to the shore
Weak and weary bones have never made it very far

Persistence

Quietly, the angel sighs
Looking up through the star-streaked skies
She wants to fly
She spreads her wings, again she tries
But she falls softly to the ground
She wants to cry but makes no sound
Looking to the sky, knowing she can win
She tries to fly again and again
Now her patience is almost gone
And she feels she can't go on
But one more time she tries to fly
And before she knows it, shes in the sky
She happily smiles, proud that she won
Proud she had the courage to continue on

Porcelain

She's waiting by the phone
You're never calling home
Now she's all alone
Madness enters her tone

She walks down the hall
Noticing it all
She's running with the ball
Face of a porcelain doll

And strangly enough
You're not so tough
But you've got all this stuff
And it make you feel rough

Drink up all the gin
Coz the answer lies within
Covered with blood red sin
Dripping on the porcelian skin

Stay With Me Here

Stay with me here
Wrap your arms around me tight
Keep me warm
This long and wintry night

Stay with me here
Don't you dare go
Outside, can't you see
the deep blankets of snow

Stay with me here
Please don't leave me
Outside, can't you see
The wind in the trees

Stay with me here
Please don't depart
For if you do
It will break my heart

Stay with me here
Wrap your arms around me tight
Keep me warm
This long and wintry night

Stranded

Stranded
Yes, I am all alone
I'm just wishing
There were someplace I could go
Some place to be with you
Maybe I could be happy

Is that just too much to ask?
Am I not good enough for you?
I guess thats just to bad...for me

Why won't you love me like I love you?
Tell me, do you even care
What happens to me?
Do you even care
When it all comes down
Will you even care about me
When I crash and burn

The Best I Could Do

The patience and the time
The rhythm and the rhyme
The love and the trust
The fear and the lust

Where did they go?
They've left us alone
They've gone forever
Though it seemed we never
Got a chance
To learn the dance
To know more about each other
If we might've been lovers

But our time has past
We tried to make it last
So, I hope the best that I could do
Was good enough for you

The Life I Lead

Gaze upon me in this state
A fearful mess of love and hate
I try to cry, but the tears don't come
All this hate, I want undone
You come for me, I try to hide
In the darkness I now abide
My love you took, my life you stole
You beat me down, you stabbed my soul
All this torture, now is done
My life ends like the setting sun

The Vision

She sees a gun, a Vision in her head,
The metal shines and the ghosts scream
Filling her head with shattered thoughts
She cocks the gun, and aims around
She points it at him
He cowers. She cries. She closes her eyes.
He falls into a crimson stain.
She looks at her hands.
Black powder. She rubs and rubs
It won't go away. No soap or scrubbing will remove it.
And all that's left, is a Vision