What is it that we're dying to do
As we fall and get tangled together?
We're sending each other up
And over waves of emotion,
Which may drown us if we let them.
You've got secrets, but then,
So do I.
Now, I struggle with my past.
You struggle to understand.
We exchange keys
To the rooms in our hearts
Where our souls are laid bare.
We cling to one another,
Climbing higher and higher
Where all we've left to do is fall
Mar 27, 2007
Mar 18, 2007
I have a secret that no one knows
I'll never tell how the story goes
It muddles about inside my head
A horror unfolds within my bed
Blooming from an unkind dream
Arose a most unusual theme
I hang my head, in shame, disgrace
Yet no one will ever see the space
Where I was thrown off course
Now, I walk around morose
To tell this truth would bring shame
So, tell no one, do not speak it's name
I'll never tell how the story goes
It muddles about inside my head
A horror unfolds within my bed
Blooming from an unkind dream
Arose a most unusual theme
I hang my head, in shame, disgrace
Yet no one will ever see the space
Where I was thrown off course
Now, I walk around morose
To tell this truth would bring shame
So, tell no one, do not speak it's name
Mar 17, 2007
I'm Getting By
I'm so dramatic, always over analyzing
Rather, wishing I were minimizing
Baptising all the problems real and imagined
I'm truely tragic
I would really like to indulge, to take
Some sweet intoxicating substance so to fade
All feelings and emotions are better left alone
I'm mostly manic
Bury my brain in the noises insane
Hoping I'm no more than slightly maimed
I'll soon realize and open my eyes again
I'm getting by
I'm so dramatic, always over analyzing
Rather, wishing I were minimizing
Baptising all the problems real and imagined
I'm truely tragic
I would really like to indulge, to take
Some sweet intoxicating substance so to fade
All feelings and emotions are better left alone
I'm mostly manic
Bury my brain in the noises insane
Hoping I'm no more than slightly maimed
I'll soon realize and open my eyes again
I'm getting by
How can I say that I miss you
I love you
I need to be near you
When the feelings in my heart
Slip right out of our hands
And now, I feel nothing at all
In my madness, I fall apart
With nothing but your arms
And now, I feel so small
The sun has fill'd the room with light
But I'm tangled in the sheets
Nothing I know is real
Closing, forcing eternal night
Lost in the summer heat
I'm bursting just to feel
How can I say that I miss you
I love you
I need to be near you
Near you
So close to you now...
I love you
I need to be near you
When the feelings in my heart
Slip right out of our hands
And now, I feel nothing at all
In my madness, I fall apart
With nothing but your arms
And now, I feel so small
The sun has fill'd the room with light
But I'm tangled in the sheets
Nothing I know is real
Closing, forcing eternal night
Lost in the summer heat
I'm bursting just to feel
How can I say that I miss you
I love you
I need to be near you
Near you
So close to you now...
Mar 16, 2007
When she's reaching out for you
She's grasping at the seams
Of a memory
Long gone by
It's not you
It is within a dream
To slip and fall would be
Heavenly
She pulls you down
Face to face
Bodies pressed together
In a memory
It's not you
It is someone she used to be
To have you inside
Would be so
Excessive
In her arms
Still she is sleeping
With dreams and memories
No, it's not you
She's grasping at the seams
Of a memory
Long gone by
It's not you
It is within a dream
To slip and fall would be
Heavenly
She pulls you down
Face to face
Bodies pressed together
In a memory
It's not you
It is someone she used to be
To have you inside
Would be so
Excessive
In her arms
Still she is sleeping
With dreams and memories
No, it's not you
You were the one I wanted to keep me warm
But all my desires fell hopeless to the floor
I fall apart in the heat, in the water
After I swore I'd never be your martyr
Pick me and pull me through
Can I get by without you
Show me how to carry this weight
When all my lovers are alone and sedate
When all I wanted was you
Show me how to keep it all inside
In the sun, where can I hide?
And now, there's nothing true
But all my desires fell hopeless to the floor
I fall apart in the heat, in the water
After I swore I'd never be your martyr
Pick me and pull me through
Can I get by without you
Show me how to carry this weight
When all my lovers are alone and sedate
When all I wanted was you
Show me how to keep it all inside
In the sun, where can I hide?
And now, there's nothing true
Mar 14, 2007
A sweet, funny poem, if you are privy to the joke...
Summer Snow
I love the winters despite their cold
For they grant me sweet gifts of snow
Falling softly on lips and cheek
I shall have my snow every day
And blizzards do not frighten, no
Within me they fill a longing hole
When your winters melt to June
Still, it may snow within my room
I cannot share my snow with you
Unless you know the secret, too
It only snows when the weather's right
Snowing then from dawn to night
I share my snow with but one
When they are here, it will snow a ton!!!!
Summer Snow
I love the winters despite their cold
For they grant me sweet gifts of snow
Falling softly on lips and cheek
I shall have my snow every day
Every week
And blizzards do not frighten, no
Within me they fill a longing hole
When your winters melt to June
Still, it may snow within my room
I cannot share my snow with you
Unless you know the secret, too
It only snows when the weather's right
Snowing then from dawn to night
I share my snow with but one
When they are here, it will snow a ton!!!!
Mar 13, 2007
Never Was Any
Dark, mysterious.
You wish he could be yours.
But he never was.
Never was any at all.
And all these things you wish for;
The people and the love and the snow:
None of them ever was.
Never was any at all.
And so you'll go on,
Miserable as always.
Wishing for things that were.
Thing that might've been.
You'll go chasing them in your dreams, is all.
Never reach any at all
Dark, mysterious.
You wish he could be yours.
But he never was.
Never was any at all.
And all these things you wish for;
The people and the love and the snow:
None of them ever was.
Never was any at all.
And so you'll go on,
Miserable as always.
Wishing for things that were.
Thing that might've been.
You'll go chasing them in your dreams, is all.
Never reach any at all
Mar 12, 2007
My heart longs to be near you.
To touch your face, your hair.
To look into your eyes.
To kiss you. Oh, to kiss you...
To press my lips against your's, even for a moment.
To feel the sparks flitting about my belly.
To lie on my rug, our bodies close, legs entwined, faces cheek to cheek.
To simply delight in your presence.
To touch your face, your hair.
To look into your eyes.
To kiss you. Oh, to kiss you...
To press my lips against your's, even for a moment.
To feel the sparks flitting about my belly.
To lie on my rug, our bodies close, legs entwined, faces cheek to cheek.
To simply delight in your presence.
Mar 10, 2007
Invisible
Maybe if I sit as still as a rock, I'll be invisible
Then, no one will touch me, because they won't know I'm here
Nobody will break me, because they can't see me
I can sit here, still as a rock in the shade of this tree
In the cool of this grass, in the warm breezes of summer
And no one can hurt me, because I'm invisible
Maybe if I sit as still as a rock, I'll be invisible
Then, no one will touch me, because they won't know I'm here
Nobody will break me, because they can't see me
I can sit here, still as a rock in the shade of this tree
In the cool of this grass, in the warm breezes of summer
And no one can hurt me, because I'm invisible
Frustration
I want to fuck
I want to love
I want to love for you
My love, for you alone
"Yes"
The passion that burns deep
In my soul, in my stomach, in my heart
My mind reels for you
"Oh, yes"
Deep in my belly
I feel that familar burn
Yet, Cold Frustration!
Do you give a man ice water to warm him?
NO!
Nor do you give this girl cold lonliness
DISTANCE
To fulfill her longing
"Yes!"
Longing for you as I long for air
I am gasping at the hands that hold me here
I long for the sweet release
Oh, the frustration and bitter agony!
"YES"
How I long for your tender touch
I love your body! Every inch! Every hair!
I miss the way you miss me
Most of all
"Oh, yes..."
I want to fuck
I want to love
I want to love for you
My love, for you alone
"Yes"
The passion that burns deep
In my soul, in my stomach, in my heart
My mind reels for you
"Oh, yes"
Deep in my belly
I feel that familar burn
Yet, Cold Frustration!
Do you give a man ice water to warm him?
NO!
Nor do you give this girl cold lonliness
DISTANCE
To fulfill her longing
"Yes!"
Longing for you as I long for air
I am gasping at the hands that hold me here
I long for the sweet release
Oh, the frustration and bitter agony!
"YES"
How I long for your tender touch
I love your body! Every inch! Every hair!
I miss the way you miss me
Most of all
"Oh, yes..."
Cynical Lover
What do you believe? Do you know what I percieve?
You think you're intrinsic, but you're just another cynic
A depressing component to every moment
To love is to fuck; you're stalling and stuck
To live is to lie; to err is to die
I want beauty and truth! Embracing my youth
I live for life, I love to love, and I believe in God above
True happiness you'll never know; it's your enemy and foe
So, roll your eyes and sigh, as I blow this kiss goodbye
What do you believe? Do you know what I percieve?
You think you're intrinsic, but you're just another cynic
A depressing component to every moment
To love is to fuck; you're stalling and stuck
To live is to lie; to err is to die
I want beauty and truth! Embracing my youth
I live for life, I love to love, and I believe in God above
True happiness you'll never know; it's your enemy and foe
So, roll your eyes and sigh, as I blow this kiss goodbye
The crazed poet sits alone
Wondering why no one elver took the time to care
Her fingers tap the computer keys
Spewing out a master peice
That will never sell
Her sadness and gladness; her inherent madness
Confusion shrouds her life
She rubs her temples
Fingers the veins popping from her head
She thinks of blood, sex and murder
Misfortune to every soul
Wondering why no one elver took the time to care
Her fingers tap the computer keys
Spewing out a master peice
That will never sell
Her sadness and gladness; her inherent madness
Confusion shrouds her life
She rubs her temples
Fingers the veins popping from her head
She thinks of blood, sex and murder
Misfortune to every soul
Feb 25, 2007
The skies weep for us
To know that the Fates can be
So cruel
I consider myself lucky
To have had
Even a moment of your time
I will consider myself still luckier
If my hand still fits in yours
If you still look at me
In that way
That I've always wanted to be looked at
In that way
That makes me feel beautiful
In that way
That lets me know your thoughts
And you think I'm pretty amazing
That's pretty amazing.
To know that the Fates can be
So cruel
I consider myself lucky
To have had
Even a moment of your time
I will consider myself still luckier
If my hand still fits in yours
If you still look at me
In that way
That I've always wanted to be looked at
In that way
That makes me feel beautiful
In that way
That lets me know your thoughts
And you think I'm pretty amazing
That's pretty amazing.
Feb 22, 2007
Feb 21, 2007
Girl
How soon you forget me
And hence, forget yourself
I am intense. I'm stronger
In fact, so wild
I learn swiftly how to get along
Well enough alone
There are more than many
Just as you are and were
At first, refusing to recognize
They are not nearly
Bold or brazen enough.
They lack what it takes
These strong, able-bodied
Yet weak-minded men
Informing the sheets
Of their loveless intentions
Ignoring until morning
The sharp reckoning
That sleeps beside them
How soon you forget me
And hence, forget yourself
I am intense. I'm stronger
In fact, so wild
I learn swiftly how to get along
Well enough alone
There are more than many
Just as you are and were
At first, refusing to recognize
They are not nearly
Bold or brazen enough.
They lack what it takes
These strong, able-bodied
Yet weak-minded men
Informing the sheets
Of their loveless intentions
Ignoring until morning
The sharp reckoning
That sleeps beside them
The Joys of Eternal Damnation
What a devilish temptress my mistress can be
Her smouldering eyes can lock onto thee
With delicate grace she falls to her knees
And it's all you can do to breath, just breath
With her charm and seduction she rounds up the men
From her whimper and coo do they rush to defend
To her every need to they fall, do they bend
She is pampered and loved till each dying end
She tallies the marks, there are scores upon scores
With her looks, with her body, like a slut and a whore
She lures in each victim, till with them she's bored
From their watery grave to the eternal shore
We have conquered death, from us does he flee
My sweet mistress shall not reach the end of me
Together forever, it is I, it is she
Dark creatures of night we'll eternally be
What a devilish temptress my mistress can be
Her smouldering eyes can lock onto thee
With delicate grace she falls to her knees
And it's all you can do to breath, just breath
With her charm and seduction she rounds up the men
From her whimper and coo do they rush to defend
To her every need to they fall, do they bend
She is pampered and loved till each dying end
She tallies the marks, there are scores upon scores
With her looks, with her body, like a slut and a whore
She lures in each victim, till with them she's bored
From their watery grave to the eternal shore
We have conquered death, from us does he flee
My sweet mistress shall not reach the end of me
Together forever, it is I, it is she
Dark creatures of night we'll eternally be
Feb 20, 2007
The Scorpion To The Frog
You do it to yourself,
You masochistic fiend!
I've warned you time and time again
She's known to bite and sting
Still, as you embrace the pain
Watch for her kiss-and-killing
Not much is worse than to hope and try
While she's ignoring all your willing
She doesn't want any men
No deep eyes or sweet talkers
She knows she'll find, amid the words
Too many liars and walkers
Why bother sorting or weeding?
What girl has the time?
I've wasted all I have to spare
In laying out this rhyme!
You do it to yourself,
You masochistic fiend!
I've warned you time and time again
She's known to bite and sting
Still, as you embrace the pain
Watch for her kiss-and-killing
Not much is worse than to hope and try
While she's ignoring all your willing
She doesn't want any men
No deep eyes or sweet talkers
She knows she'll find, amid the words
Too many liars and walkers
Why bother sorting or weeding?
What girl has the time?
I've wasted all I have to spare
In laying out this rhyme!
Of Dark Skies
There's lightning through the rainbow
Fueled by angels tears
And hiding in the thunder
Is the voice of all your fears
Lost along the highway
Of antiquated years
Are broken hearts, lovers dreams
The love of all those dear
But there's a rainbow through the lightning
And the rain will never last
Clearer skies allowing you
To look beyond the past
Know there's more to live for
Than all that you've been cast
All the glam of dying pretty
And the dreams of living fast
There's lightning through the rainbow
Fueled by angels tears
And hiding in the thunder
Is the voice of all your fears
Lost along the highway
Of antiquated years
Are broken hearts, lovers dreams
The love of all those dear
But there's a rainbow through the lightning
And the rain will never last
Clearer skies allowing you
To look beyond the past
Know there's more to live for
Than all that you've been cast
All the glam of dying pretty
And the dreams of living fast
Vogue
Wanton goddess of fiery freedom
With soft silken raven tresses
Sickly with the jealous aura of the moon
As I spread my legs to a dog that begs
Disgraceful chains! Hold me steadfast
Beauty! Hide your dishonor and shame
Useless, wasteful drunken shits
On your knees, pay homage
Most vulnerable naive youth
Lost in dreamless wakeless sleep
Feast on the nothing I have to offer
Lovers lasting eternal truth
Blood on the lips of my love
Arresting my soul
As the brazen beauty of powerful arm
Hanging the man-made-wolf
I fight my battles, and yours, too
Casting lots for remnants of hope
Tossed upon the angry seas
Into a marrige of convinence
Wanton goddess of fiery freedom
With soft silken raven tresses
Sickly with the jealous aura of the moon
As I spread my legs to a dog that begs
Disgraceful chains! Hold me steadfast
Beauty! Hide your dishonor and shame
Useless, wasteful drunken shits
On your knees, pay homage
Most vulnerable naive youth
Lost in dreamless wakeless sleep
Feast on the nothing I have to offer
Lovers lasting eternal truth
Blood on the lips of my love
Arresting my soul
As the brazen beauty of powerful arm
Hanging the man-made-wolf
I fight my battles, and yours, too
Casting lots for remnants of hope
Tossed upon the angry seas
Into a marrige of convinence
Sky Flier
We make out in the flowers
We make love in the trees
Lying together for hours
Your soul exotic in the breeze
Now mingling with the night air
Is your intoxicating scent
More drunk on you that I can bear
Loving 'til I'm pierced and rent
I'm bringing you higher as you're bringing me down
I watch the Sky Flier from this patch on the ground
I'm not nearly strong enough
To endure your toxic kiss
It's not nearly long enough
Before I'm scarred from such bliss
In your arms and in your eyes
I'm true, I'm real, and complete
Away from you and your gauzy sighs
No substance can compete
Sky Flier, bringing me to the ground
So much higher, making impossible sounds
Sky Flier, lost in the clouds
I need you now, could you come back down?
One lover, deep in the ground
Sky Flier, fly to your lover now
We make out in the flowers
We make love in the trees
Lying together for hours
Your soul exotic in the breeze
Now mingling with the night air
Is your intoxicating scent
More drunk on you that I can bear
Loving 'til I'm pierced and rent
I'm bringing you higher as you're bringing me down
I watch the Sky Flier from this patch on the ground
I'm not nearly strong enough
To endure your toxic kiss
It's not nearly long enough
Before I'm scarred from such bliss
In your arms and in your eyes
I'm true, I'm real, and complete
Away from you and your gauzy sighs
No substance can compete
Sky Flier, bringing me to the ground
So much higher, making impossible sounds
Sky Flier, lost in the clouds
I need you now, could you come back down?
One lover, deep in the ground
Sky Flier, fly to your lover now
Feb 19, 2007
Carolina Ginger Georgia Brown
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Hip-hop, soda-pop, up and down
Left, right, candle light, roll around
Lay low, let it flow, water drown
Impressed princess, wear your crown
Carolina, Ginger Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
No socks, let 'em rock, in the sack
High sails, finger nails down your back
Dressed tight, light bite, in the black
Don't know when to go, take 'em back
Candy sticks, mega mix, Rollin' Rock
Red blooms, bedrooms, down the block
Holdin' hands, not your man on the dock
Going down to the ground 'round the clock
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Dance, sweat, never let no one know
Never lost, plans tossed, babe, let's go
Upstairs, downstairs? Yes or no?
Tangled beds, messy heads, all for show
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Sweet high in the sky, going far
Crusin' 'round, low ground, faster car
Rocks dirt, let it hurt, never mar
Tight glove, makin' love, in the stars
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Hip-hop, soda-pop, up and down
Left, right, candle light, roll around
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Hip-hop, soda-pop, up and down
Left, right, candle light, roll around
Lay low, let it flow, water drown
Impressed princess, wear your crown
Carolina, Ginger Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
No socks, let 'em rock, in the sack
High sails, finger nails down your back
Dressed tight, light bite, in the black
Don't know when to go, take 'em back
Candy sticks, mega mix, Rollin' Rock
Red blooms, bedrooms, down the block
Holdin' hands, not your man on the dock
Going down to the ground 'round the clock
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Dance, sweat, never let no one know
Never lost, plans tossed, babe, let's go
Upstairs, downstairs? Yes or no?
Tangled beds, messy heads, all for show
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Sweet high in the sky, going far
Crusin' 'round, low ground, faster car
Rocks dirt, let it hurt, never mar
Tight glove, makin' love, in the stars
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Hip-hop, soda-pop, up and down
Left, right, candle light, roll around
Carolina, Ginger, Georgia Brown
Dancing to music without a sound
Feb 10, 2007
Jan 28, 2007
All I have to offer, my body and heart
With such as this madness, it tears me apart
I give my all, it takes its toll
I am prostrate to you, I bare my soul
I beg you, take me, my life I commit
But if I am rejected, my life is forfeit
I am bound and chained to this madness
Your crushing stare awaken the sadness
Let me show you the things you surely covet
No shame to hide, nor want of it
I cover my face and all is revealed
Your hands on mine, my body healed
With such as this madness, it tears me apart
I give my all, it takes its toll
I am prostrate to you, I bare my soul
I beg you, take me, my life I commit
But if I am rejected, my life is forfeit
I am bound and chained to this madness
Your crushing stare awaken the sadness
Let me show you the things you surely covet
No shame to hide, nor want of it
I cover my face and all is revealed
Your hands on mine, my body healed
Alone
I live alone in my dark cell
Release me to another hell
Help me, free me from this pain
The loneliness drives me insane
This deep fear still tortures me
All I want is to be free
I struggle with my want to kill
But the mere thought gives me such a thrill
Now my heart has turned to stone
You released me, now you're all alone
Armageddon
Please try and understand
This isn't Never Never Land
Everything here isn't so easily won
Good doesn't always triumph over Evil
Evil is a strong and powerful force
It can be beautiful until you see its true face
Pixie dust won't let you fly
Happy thoughts won't bring much luck
But fight, don't flee, and bring Good to triumph
It's not an easy fight, Don't expect that to happen
Don't work for the glory all alone
Alone, you won't succeed
Don't sell out to the easy road
It won't always be so straight and narrow
Fight the good fight with all your best men
Want with all your being to win for the right reasons
And once again, maybe, just maybe
Good will triumph again
Because You Love Me
Sometimes, I feel so much love, that I fear my heart will burst.
The peculiarity is in view of the lack of feeling I once had.
I feared my insides would swallow me whole for lack of sustenance.
Sometimes, I feel so warm, that I fear I will melt.
The abnormality is due to the cold that once shrouded me.
I feared I would never move again for the frozen stiffness of my soul.
Sometimes, I feel so happy that I fear it is all a dream.
The curiosity is on account of the depression that once confined me.
I feared I would never smile again for the pain in my heart.
Everyday, I am thankful for you.
I fear nothing when you are near, except that you may leave.
The darkness that once filled my soul has been washed away,
And my heart rejoices for the gladness of our being.
Digging
For hidden clues
Digging, searching, seeking
To no avail
What I need I can't find
Keep rifling through this
There has to be something
Something remotely related
I've been up all night
Looking, hunting, pursuing
Invisible trails of ink
Through everything I've searched
Hasn't there been one single clue
No pictures and no memos
No forgotten phone messages
I'll just have to keep searching
Somewhere else
For one more night
Digging, seeking, hunting
Hopefully finding
The clues to unravel the mystery
Everything Ends
Everything ends
The world will too
As we know it must
It will kill the moon
Shoot down the sun
And turn the stars to dust
The seas dry up
The forests die
Mother Nature hides her face
Mountians will crumble
Cities will fall
As I lead you to my hiding place
We'll run away
Into the sky
The sanctuary of my mind
While lovers sleep
And children cry
We'll sink into the great divide
Goodbye
As the life slips slowly out of me
Here in silent wait, I lie
Waiting for you to come
And tell me goodbye
I hope that you come soon
Don't you even care
That your lovers light is fading
In this time of despair
With one last dying breath I leave
Up to my home in the sky
Never having heard from you
You never said goodbye
Learn to Survive
Cry for the loss of your mother, your brother
Oh, Cry for the loss of you dear little sister
And Cry for the loss of your sweet one and only
Please, Cry for the loss of everything good
What you love has been taken away from you
The flood waters foretold of came a year too soon
There is nothing left here worth retrieving
Before you drown, too, at least try and save yourself
Lear to swim, learn to fly, learn to breath underwater
The knowledge will grant you the sweet life again
As long as you want to can try to tread water
Monsters swimming underfoot will surely bring you down with them
Learn to fight, learn to live, learn to keep them away from you
The knowledge will keep you alive one day longer
As long as you want you can try to swim to the shore
Weak and weary bones have never made it very far
Persistence
Quietly, the angel sighs
Looking up through the star-streaked skies
She wants to fly
She spreads her wings, again she tries
But she falls softly to the ground
She wants to cry but makes no sound
Looking to the sky, knowing she can win
She tries to fly again and again
Now her patience is almost gone
And she feels she can't go on
But one more time she tries to fly
And before she knows it, shes in the sky
She happily smiles, proud that she won
Proud she had the courage to continue on
Porcelain
She's waiting by the phone
You're never calling home
Now she's all alone
Madness enters her tone
She walks down the hall
Noticing it all
She's running with the ball
Face of a porcelain doll
And strangly enough
You're not so tough
But you've got all this stuff
And it make you feel rough
Drink up all the gin
Coz the answer lies within
Covered with blood red sin
Dripping on the porcelian skin
Stay With Me Here
Stay with me here
Wrap your arms around me tight
Keep me warm
This long and wintry night
Stay with me here
Don't you dare go
Outside, can't you see
the deep blankets of snow
Stay with me here
Please don't leave me
Outside, can't you see
The wind in the trees
Stay with me here
Please don't depart
For if you do
It will break my heart
Stay with me here
Wrap your arms around me tight
Keep me warm
This long and wintry night
Stranded
Stranded
Yes, I am all alone
I'm just wishing
There were someplace I could go
Some place to be with you
Maybe I could be happy
Is that just too much to ask?
Am I not good enough for you?
I guess thats just to bad...for me
Why won't you love me like I love you?
Tell me, do you even care
What happens to me?
Do you even care
When it all comes down
Will you even care about me
When I crash and burn
The Best I Could Do
The patience and the time
The rhythm and the rhyme
The love and the trust
The fear and the lust
Where did they go?
They've left us alone
They've gone forever
Though it seemed we never
Got a chance
To learn the dance
To know more about each other
If we might've been lovers
But our time has past
We tried to make it last
So, I hope the best that I could do
Was good enough for you
The Life I Lead
Gaze upon me in this state
A fearful mess of love and hate
I try to cry, but the tears don't come
All this hate, I want undone
You come for me, I try to hide
In the darkness I now abide
My love you took, my life you stole
You beat me down, you stabbed my soul
All this torture, now is done
My life ends like the setting sun
The Vision
She sees a gun, a Vision in her head,
The metal shines and the ghosts scream
Filling her head with shattered thoughts
She cocks the gun, and aims around
She points it at him
He cowers. She cries. She closes her eyes.
He falls into a crimson stain.
She looks at her hands.
Black powder. She rubs and rubs
It won't go away. No soap or scrubbing will remove it.
And all that's left, is a Vision
For Tiffany
When my head's in the clouds
You pull me back down
When I am on fire
In your water I drown
I'm crazy at times
Some say I'm wild
But all you do
Is drive me mild
When I am happy
When I'm really alive
You slice up my joy
With razor sharp knives
I jump for joy
You put me down
I'm only happy
When you're not around
It should be a sin
To make someone so mad
And I know you take pleasure
In the times when I'm sad
When my head's in the clouds
You pull me back down
When I am on fire
In your water I drown
I'm crazy at times
Some say I'm wild
But all you do
Is drive me mild
When I am happy
When I'm really alive
You slice up my joy
With razor sharp knives
I jump for joy
You put me down
I'm only happy
When you're not around
It should be a sin
To make someone so mad
And I know you take pleasure
In the times when I'm sad
Young Lust
The puppy love is fleeting
Sweet with a bitter aftertaste
We crawl into each other
Our bodies filled with lust and haste
Struggling with each other
Sinking to the least
The lust that burns within us
Turns us into enraged beasts
Fighting our way to the top
Pulling each other down
In each other's bodies
We both begin to drown
Eager and breathless
We lay in my bed
Holding each other
Feeling half dead
Nothing But You
I understand that you don't.
I comprehend what you won't.
I realize that it's not good enough for you.
You want perfection from these pools of blue
As these feelings and emotions surface
I feel lost and crowded in my own space
I long to stretch!
I long for space!
I long for air!
But to be without me would leave you in despair
I know I should leave and go off on my own
Still, I'm frightened;
I don't want to be alone
I no longer know myself, only us two
Just like you want it, I see nothing but you
Jan 26, 2007
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