In the Silence

In the Silence
Wrought by darkness
Came the Two in unity
Bound for all eternity

By this lake
A life to take
So perish in this cell
Future of a burdened hell

It Was My Choice

I choose to be that girl
I choose to play her part
I choose to put myself inside that world
I choose to let you break my heart

I choose to trust you
I'll accept the blame
I choose to never show what's true
I choose to let them think I'm insane

I choose to play the victim
I choose to be possessed
I choose to forget your every sin
I choose to let you up my dres

SnapShot

I saw pictures I thought were free
I never thought it'd make you bleed
When all I wanted was just to feel
I just want to be real

When you bleed, it turns me on
When you turn it is my song
Leave me hurt me make me cry
Tie me down and make me sigh

Let me be the way I like
Heart in hand, we're handling spikes
If you're here, you're who I'll use
As long as you enjoy the abuse

On the way to being true
I forgot everything I meant to do
I ended up lying to you
Consequently, leaving you
You know I never wanted to
Somehow I always do
As I forgot the way to you

On the way to going fast
I rekindled all the past
I realized it wasn't to last
Nothing in this life will last
I know below the mast
Lie remnants of my past
Which I rekindled from the last

On the way to seeing love
I lost my truest dove
I forgot to look above
To the truth and gods above
Please know what I am of
When looking to the gods above
Remember your one true love

You are my love
Pure sweet dove
An angel's eye to me
Should I open my eyes to see

You are the one
My searching's done
A heart so ever-true
With love as rare as jewels

You are my sweet
I'm now complete
I'll never leave your side
Hold tight at break of tide

In this still and silent darkness
When i'm searching for the truth
I reach out for the answer
When all I want is you

You and you, just you
My one and only true
My love, love only you

In the bright and airy morning
When I'm squinting from the sun
I look around for allies
When I know that you're the one

You and you, just you
My one and only true
My love, love only you

Wild-Eyed Wonder

At the wild-eyed wonder, I stop and stare
Such a beauty transfixed before me
With silken skin and radiant hair
A feast for all eyes is she

Don't Look Back

Tick tock, tick tock
Time goes slower, life goes faster
Speed up, slow down
Hit the breaks, turn around
You want to start over.
Try again
You can't go back, just never go back
What's done is done, through and through
You'll end up where you left
Wasted time, wasted years
Don't smile, don't drip tears
Liquid memories of the way it used to be
But, so long, all gone. You can't go back

Pirate sweetie--
Boo boo kitty fuck*
Gimme some of that
Sweet stuff, good luck

I just gotta have
That sugar high
And by-and-by
I swear I'm sighing

Just tell me now
And tell me true
How can I keep
From loving you?

*Boo Boo Kitty Fuck is property of Kevin Smith. Or rather, Jay...

My Fabulous Smile

Hey there, hey you
It's so good to see you!
I can't tell you of all the times
It was all I could do
Just to think about you...

I wanted to say,
Dedication isn't so bad,
When you've got
Such motivation
And your good intentions
Are going my way.

For the first time
In a long time
I'm truly glad
(Observe my fabulous smile)

Kicking Ass

You're passive and your sweet
Kicking ass, your on your feet
Kicking ass
Everyday in class

But will you fight for me
You know what's right for me
You didn't have to fight to get me
But will you fight to keep me

Will you kick ass,
If I'm ever harrassed?
If someone tries to steal your girl,
Will you knock them to another world? 

Good Intentions

And....

I'm dying to be with you, dying to change
Dying to realize all over again
It's the same... just the same...

I realize it's not what you wanted from me
It's hard to believe what you never could see
Every day... every day...

"In you," you say, "I know there is good.
I want you to be just how you wish you would
Be for me... you and me..."

I don't have what it takes... Dedicated motivation
These good intentions, I'll throw them all away...
When you're just out of reach, I think I can't take it
Can't you take it, just take it away...

I don't want to be the who's gonna use you
And I never wanted for you to be abused
In my bed... it's on my head...

I struggle and fight these undying desires
What more can I do when you're fueling my fire
I want you... I want you...

I give in to pleasure and release the pain
I hope to discover the good to be gained
When we are... we are...

I just want what it takes... Dedicated motivation
These good intentions, I'll try not to throw them away...
When you're just out of reach, I think I can't take it
I'll try, please don't take it away...

So Right
And it felt so right
I don't think it's wrong...
Baby, I can't wait this long...

When I see you,
Can I be with you?
Nothing but you and me around

My hand now in yours
Why'd it take this long for
Us to realize?

'Cuz you know it's right
When it can't be wrong
Whenever I am in your arms

Scared of the future
Scared of the past
Wondering if I will last

Then I look in your eyes
And all I can see
Is your emotion reviving me

And it's just so right!
To ignore it would be wrong...
I can't control what I long for...

And it's always right
You know that I'm not wrong (this time!)
Why did we wait this long...?

You Know What I Mean?
I feel like dancing up the street!
I feel like making a scene!
Let's go jump-jiving in the heat
You know what I mean?

You know what I need, baby
You know what I mean?
You know how to really turn the heat
You know what I mean?

Let's hit the drums and make a beat
Make people slip and slide and lean
Moshing heads and dancing, grooving feet
You know what I mean?

You know what I need, baby
You know what I mean?
You know how to really turn the heat
You know what I mean?

You know what I need, baby
You know what I mean?
You know how to really turn the heat
You know what I mean?

You can really hit the beat, the street
I think you're really something neat
I like you dancing in the heat
I think you're just what I need

You know what I need, baby
You know what I mean?
You know how to really turn the heat
You know what I mean?

You know what I need, baby
You know what I mean?
You know how to really turn the heat
You know what I mean?

You're just what I need, baby
You know what I mean....

Disclaimer: NOT (C) MARY VERONICA HEUSER



I Told The World I Met A Woman


I told the world I met a woman

I told the sky about her beauty,
And a thousand stars fell to earth
Since they could not compare.

I told the trees about her wit,
And ancient groves bowed in deference
To the wisdom of one so young.

I told the sea about her kindness,
And the incensed surf subsided
'Til it was smooth as a summer pond.

And to the birds I send regrets,
For having heard a voice so sweet
Their songs seemed full of sorrow.